I vanished for the last few days because
life sucks a lot right now

and despite the many times that my wonderful friends have told me to talk to them when things get bad, I still feel far too guilty to do so >< It seems like crap keeps happening, and I feel like a whiner if I just “blahhh xyz drama happened” every single week.

so I retreated. I needed space and I just took it. 

Still working things out, but I am feeling better, I think.
Life still sucks. I may still need some space. But I’ll try to be around. Lurking. Watching. Making my cosplay. >)