Thanksgiving is gonna be hell this year, and I kind of doubt we’re going to have much of a Christmas celebration. The whole holiday thing feels like some weird alien tradition that I don’t understand anymore, but I’m being forced to observe anyway. (why all the smiling cartoon turkeys? it’s not like turkeys approve of being eaten as part of a tradition, and it’s kinda disturbing.)

I’ve got a lot to be thankful for this year, but most of it isn’t something I can safely share around the dinner table with the relatives.

Christmas is usually my favorite because I love giving gifts, but this year I can’t afford to do much and it’s kinda killing me.

I don’t know. I just want it all to be over.