when my emotions are all haywire

like today, I am devastated emotionally

so my logical reaction is to laugh hysterically at horrible things on tv and remember random shit like “the time I bought ice cream in my VERY SMALL SOUTHERN town and accidentally flirted hard at the cashier lady”. Eventually, my emotions WILL catch up and I’ll just sob uncontrollably at something random, like a car tire advertisement or someone asking me if I want a snack. That could be months from now.