kai-ni said: LOL JUST YOUR USUAL ASGARDIAN
immortalspark:
Casual Asgardian stopping by for a Midgard milkshake.
kai-ni said: LOL JUST YOUR USUAL ASGARDIAN
immortalspark:
Casual Asgardian stopping by for a Midgard milkshake.
AH I forgot to mention I also rocked around town today in my Loki cosplay coat. I didn’t get any pictures (it’s really insanely difficult to get pictures of the entire coat? And stopping traffic anywhere to do so is kinda weird…like HEY EVERYONE HOLD UP LOKI’S GOT A GLORIOUS NEED FOR A SELFIE…though I technically could have grabbed one at Burgerville…oh well)
No. One. Noticed. I didn’t even get that awkward “trying not to look” look, except a few somewhat scared glances from older folks at the hospital. I got -one- compliment from someone who was completely unaware that it was a costume. MarvelAsgard-inspired fashion passes for normal clothes?
There are days when I -really- wonder about this town.

Lonely Cap.
had a shitty bunch of days where I’ve been really sick
got a doctor appointment today that I will be leaving for soon.
I swear if they don’t figure out how to stop my insides from spewing rocks I’m gonna go full-on insane soon.
But in happier news, I may have a little business venture going this summer that also has the slightest touch of revenge to it.
“Insanity is part of the times. You must learn to embrace the madness, let it fire you.”
-Londo Mollari
So we got the Marvel Lego game. Apparently you can’t kill Coulson.
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I have more anxiety over the fish nightmare I had…
IT’S OKAY WE ALL HAVE WEIRD DREAMS also *sits on* glad everyone survived
I have so many weird dreams. I also last night, dreamed that I was at a con as Loki, and I was with this girl who was just being a TOTAL jerk. It was like she and I were friends, but for most of the dream she didn’t want to be seen with me because I was crossplaying or not an anime character or something. And then I found a Joker cosplayer and we hung out and started doing parkour around the con grounds and people were getting our pictures and other people joined in and that part was really pretty awesome XD
I have more anxiety over the fish nightmare I had last night, than the rather graphic one the night before about the airport full of people whose faces were exploding for no apparent reason.
I wonder about myself sometimes.
Regarding last night: Everyone survived, as far as I recall. I don’t think I made a very good impression, but all things considered, it could have gone a lot worse. It was a weird, stressful night but it is over.
Is there in any way to get a counselor involved? Unfortunately, you can’t talk to CPS because you’re an adult, but I’d think they would be the sort of agency that could sort it out if you can’t get people to talk or understand. Just keep going! 🙂
I did try to get a counselor involved, and she helped me for a while, but I couldn’t really get anyone else to deal with the problem. I wish I had been more proactive when I -was- a kid because things were even worse then, but I was way too scared and I didn’t believe that things were as bad as they even were. I mean there was no drugs, no alcohol, no bruises, so we were fine, right? Despite my friends telling me that we were not fine. Despite the counselor telling me that later.
Yeah, I think at this point, I just have to keep going. I feel like something has to work out sometime.