aniseeker

My Clu EL tape arrived.
It is traffic cone orange and lights up white.
All that glitters (or glows) is truly not gold.

I love you guys. Even those of you who just tumblr-stalk me. It means something to me that you take time out of your life to scroll past, or like, or reblog, or sometimes even comment on my weird and chaotic posts.

I vanished for the last few days because
life sucks a lot right now

and despite the many times that my wonderful friends have told me to talk to them when things get bad, I still feel far too guilty to do so >< It seems like crap keeps happening, and I feel like a whiner if I just “blahhh xyz drama happened” every single week.

so I retreated. I needed space and I just took it.

Still working things out, but I am feeling better, I think.
Life still sucks. I may still need some space. But I’ll try to be around. Lurking. Watching. Making my cosplay. >)

I tried to take a photo of the city, from a moving vehicle, while driving over a bridge.
It just came out looking like I was being attacked by hordes of multicolored Recognizers.

Blitzwing fell out of the cabinet I was cleaning and landed in a box of garland.
I kept thinking I’d moved him, forgetting he was in there, and looking over and THERE HE WOULD BE.

I just had a dream that I was at one of our local conventions, in my Clu 2 costume, riding a lightcycle, being chased by a couple of Daft Punk cosplayers all over the place.

I found printer paper hiding in a cabinet.
This could be a sign that I haven’t de-cluttered my room in a while.

All of the sudden, now that I am actively shopping for Tron tank models on eBay, someone is actively out snatching them up.

Procrastinating because I’m working on my cosplay and I’m scared to start cutting out just the pattern. I know what I want now though, aside from lighting it. I still have no idea how to pull that off.

Who needs circuitry anyway ><

The first thing I saw when I woke up this morning.
I forgot I left my curtains open.