tagged by: @virescent-phosphor

MOST RECENT:

Drink: coffee, made in my coldbrewer

Phone call: some government thing

Text: my friend, asking about dialogue for the show
Song you listened to: probably something from the Portal soundtrack

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice: no
Been cheated on: I have my suspicions

Kissed someone and regretted it: I’m starting to


Lost someone special: it seems that way

Been depressed: quite often

Been drunk and thrown up: no, but I have thrown up because I drank too much. There’s a difference. I wasn’t actually drunk.
Made a new friend: yes

Fallen out of love: I’ve fallen out of infatuation

Laughed until you cried: a few times

Met someone who changed you: everyone does, in some way, I think

Found out who your true friends are: ha…yeah.

Found out someone was talking about you: seems like someone’s always talking about me!
Kissed anyone on your fb list: yep!

EXTRAS:

How many ppl from your fb list do you know irl: surprisingly few

Do you have any pets: a cat (Loki) and currently a spider I found in my bed.

Do you want to change your name: I’ve never felt like my name fits, but I don’t know what I’d change it to

What did you do for your last birthday: I think we went to Olive Garden

What time did you wake up today: sometime around 9

What were you doing last night at midnight: watching Bones and trying not to think about anxiety


Name something you can’t wait for: con season!

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yep! he’s very shy though

What’s getting on your nerves rn: people’s total lack of communication

Blood type: according to one particularly eloquent nurse, “appears human”

Nickname: Spark, Redstone, B, CC 

Relationship status: single


Zodiac sign: Aries

Pronouns: anything but ma’am

Favorite tv shows: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, Stargate Atlantis, classic Battlestar Galactica…etc. More modern stuff I watch is less favorite, but stuff like Bones, Fixer-Upper, Madam Secretary

Long or short hair: my hair is sort of medium, but I prefer it shorter…either way on other people

Height: 5′

Do you have a crush on someone: hmm…I think so, or I did. It’s complicated.

What do you like about yourself: I’ve gained a lot more self-respect and confidence than I used to have. I still have a long way to go, but I feel like I’ve made a surprising amount of progress in that area.

Right or left handed: right, sort of ambidextrous by necessity

First surgery: I had a nose job right after I was born, I think that counts

First best friend: the first one I remember is Amber, and she wound up possibly killing someone with a gun. I’m clearly an awesome judge of character.

First sport you joined: there were so many…that I tried…I don’t remember…ballet was when I was 5 but my teacher ran off to New Mexico. Gymnastics lasted a lot longer.

First vacation: maybe…florida when I was 18 months old? there was probably a trip or two before that, but that’s the first one I have any memories from

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: nothing

Drinking: nothing

Listening to: my air conditioner

WANT:

Kids: no. I am not a mom personality. I can’t provide any stability. Bad idea all around.

Get married: meh. I’d love to have a wedding but I just…don’t know. There are so many complications.

Career: hahahahahhahahhaaaaaaahahahahahahahaaaa

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: I feel like I need to see the person in question to judge this…

Hugs or kisses: I prefer kisses, romantically (I get kinda…claustrophobic in hugs sometimes)

Taller or shorter: I’m 5′ and I use a wheelchair. I’d have to date a hobbit to find someone shorter.

Older or younger: either, really depends on maturity

Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous, if it’s tempered with responsibility

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hookup or relationship: either, as long as we’re up front about it either way

Troublemaker or hesitant: neither? I fulfill both roles there, don’t need two in this hypothetical relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: more or less?

Glasses/contacts: have I ever glasses/contacts? what question does that can mean?

Had sex on the first date: depends on what you consider the “first” date…

Broke someone’s heart: yep, I get involved with needy people and then of course I’m the first one to realize it’s not going to work, so I’ve got to be the adult and say no, which makes ME the bad guy and makes ME question myself. 

Turned someone down: so many times, sometimes the same person

Cried when someone died: of course, usually strangers

Fallen for a friend: yep, it got me in trouble, too

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: sometimes, though I sometimes think it’s more that I don’t give myself time to doubt, than that I actually believe

Miracles: after a fashion

Love at first sight: to a degree, I suppose, from an anthropology standpoint. More like, attraction at first sight.

Kissing on a first date: I believe it happens?