when the weather turns cold and everyone starts getting all cheerful and motivated and I just want to push them all in front of a freight train but I can’t because I can barely move any part of my body
I have the opposite problem, but I hear you SO STRONGLY. With my dysautonomia, my body temperature is always too high, and during the hot weather I’ll have days that I can’t leave the house, that I spend the entire day with a cold, wet towel on my back eating ice chips because it’s the only way I can keep my body temperature down at a life-sustaining level… It’s incredibly frustrating, and every time the weather starts warming up, people are like “Oh I’m so happy and ready for summer, are you ready for summer?!”
NO!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!
Human bodies just suck. Why can’t we be cyborgs yet? XD
xD Yes! That would be awesome! Then I could just adjust my body temperature with a button.
I just don’t function below 80 degrees F, the way most of the people in my life don’t leave their air-conditioned rooms if it gets over 80 F. The moment the weather drops, I turn into a pile of blankets and curl up near any available heat source until the sore/stiffness/spasms go away enough that I can venture out for food. They come out and start getting to work on projects, start asking me why I’m such a couch potato, and start throwing celebrations and singing Christmas songs.
Go away. Reptile woman is hibernating until the warm comes back, and she is NOT dreaming of snow.
Captain Koril 