I just got a script back that calls for something that is physically impossible to accomplish with my current materials, would be possible with something I could buy online but the nonexistent budget doesn’t allow overnight delivery, and I’m supposed to finish filming this week.

Also I can’t get in touch with my writer because her computer died so I’m just sitting here hacking up her script so that I can actually shoot it on time and fluffing it up with dialogue and pretty ponies and *CHRISTMAS* to hopefully distract people from the plot not making much sense. Considering the audience, I don’t have a lot to worry about but still. I feel bad that I can’t put my 100% into this.

I have never felt more like a TV producer than in this moment.