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I keep waking up exhausted and I am relatively sure these damn intense nightmares are to blame. I try to sleep in, but I can’t, and I am just overwhelmed with fatigue anyway.
HOW DO I MAKE THEM STOP. I just want to feel like myself again and not shuffle around all day like I’m about to fall asleep standing up. :/ I thought once i got out of the stressful situation(s) and got the dreaded paperwork out of the way, I’d be able to sleep.

Sometimes there’s clues in the dreams themselves as to what the cause is, but this time…I was a long-lost princess returning to her land (which looked a lot like an arcade?) and some people believed I was her, others didn’t. Then I turned into a prince and the king killed my little brother in front of me because he had messed up the future with a magic sword. Also there was something about a ghost girl with black eyes and black hair.

I JUST DON’T GET IT BRAIN WHAT ARE YOU DOING.

infiniteviking:

electricsed:

drneverland replied to your post:rinzlet replied to your post:My sister called me…
I was wearing the Flynn’s Arcade Token that Kaztiel gave me as a necklace in Downtown Disney and ONE girl working a candy store knew what it was and went “IS THAT A FLYNN’S ARCADE TOKEN!?! 8D” (not that she said “eight-D” but that was her face)

xD

That’s good though WE HAVE ONE CONFIRMED DISNEY ACKNOWLEDGMENT OF TRON.

I’M SO GLAD SOMEONE RECOGNIZED IT o/

I had a rousing discussion with one of the Disneyland Pirates of the Caribbean greeters about whether or not the movie was based on the arcade game or vice versa. He also didn’t know there was a Tron Legacy pinball game in the Starcade -as well as- the classic game, but I educated him.

virescent-phosphor:

immortalspark replied to your post “I heard my aunt asking how a sixteen-year-old honors student could be…”

I was always so confused when people judged me by my grades “you’re straight A, you shouldn’t have moral failings”. Like being a good parrot for the school system makes me a deity and above such things as human temptation?

I’ve found that people assumed I had no problems because I got good grades and was kind of a nerd. I completely fell prey to the absentminded professor stereotype in the sense that I think that’s how others saw me, but that’s not how I was. I’ve always been booksmart, so that’s how I did well in school…I was a horrible procrastinator, incredibly disorganized, and almost never studied. People thought I was some kind of demigod (har har) who focused on intellectual pursuits and did well in everything.

I remember people were surprised to find out I even had a boyfriend in eleventh grade! It was as if that didn’t fit into their narrative about me.

Yeah, there is definitely a stigma with getting good grades. That “oh you’re smart, life must be so easy for you” thing.

I guess the public school kids saw me as the shy, quiet, super-smart teacher’s pet type. A lot of people seem to see me as cute and young and innocent, and naive and brilliant. Like I’m some kind of raw, newly formed brain they want to harvest and use for their own purposes.

The church school kids thought I was the rebel demon child from hell who watched science fiction and listened to rock music and STILL managed to get straight As. I heard years later that I was considered by parents to be “a bad influence”, which amuses me greatly, given my otherwise sweet and adorable reputation.

Which is it? BOTH muahaha. The duality of genius.

kai-ni:

immortalspark:

kai-ni:

immortalspark:

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SOON.

I just finally unpacked myself, LOL. Everything is organized and rdy for your things. There’s room in the living room to stack boxes n such until we figure out a place for them 😛

You’ll also have a bed before me, my bed and the futon are still at home xD

It may be a race. I have no mattress besides a really thin camping one, and like I said I have nooo idea where the bed hardware is so I have…PART of a bed LOL. But at least I am reasonably sure we can fit my stuff in the apartment now and still walk in there. And once I get organized, it shouldn’t be a problem. A lot of my stuff is going to end up on shelves if I can swing it. Plus I brought my entire collection of coffee mugs apparently? I honestly don’t remember what I packed where so unpacking will be an adventure. LATE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS TO MYSELF XD

So excited!

I have a spare mattress you can sleep on c: and I got you an extra pillow because… I saw it in the store and felt like it

PILLOWS 😀 Pillows are always welcome ^^ And yay mattress!

kai-ni:

immortalspark:

The realization of a lifelong dream is MERE HOURS AWAY thanks to kai-ni

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SOON.

I just finally unpacked myself, LOL. Everything is organized and rdy for your things. There’s room in the living room to stack boxes n such until we figure out a place for them 😛

You’ll also have a bed before me, my bed and the futon are still at home xD

It may be a race. I have no mattress besides a really thin camping one, and like I said I have nooo idea where the bed hardware is so I have…PART of a bed LOL. But at least I am reasonably sure we can fit my stuff in the apartment now and still walk in there. And once I get organized, it shouldn’t be a problem. A lot of my stuff is going to end up on shelves if I can swing it. Plus I brought my entire collection of coffee mugs apparently? I honestly don’t remember what I packed where so unpacking will be an adventure. LATE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS TO MYSELF XD

So excited!