I love you guys. Even those of you who just tumblr-stalk me. It means something to me that you take time out of your life to scroll past, or like, or reblog, or sometimes even comment on my weird and chaotic posts. 

I vanished for the last few days because
life sucks a lot right now

and despite the many times that my wonderful friends have told me to talk to them when things get bad, I still feel far too guilty to do so >< It seems like crap keeps happening, and I feel like a whiner if I just “blahhh xyz drama happened” every single week.

so I retreated. I needed space and I just took it. 

Still working things out, but I am feeling better, I think.
Life still sucks. I may still need some space. But I’ll try to be around. Lurking. Watching. Making my cosplay. >) 

Procrastinating because I’m working on my cosplay and I’m scared to start cutting out just the pattern. I know what I want now though, aside from lighting it. I still have no idea how to pull that off. 

Who needs circuitry anyway ><